Each month, at the end of the month, I post about how I have done with my monthly goals during the month and to share my goals for the month ahead. This "
month in review" helps me to keep track of progress, so even during the months I feel as though I am going backwards, I can see some concrete forward motion.

The completion of June marks our journey half way through 2010. A pause here as I sit stunned (again...it is a recurring theme in my life) at how quickly time dances ahead. As I
mentioned a month ago, taking a step toward balance, one month at a time, has been so positive for me and just the right speed. During June we bought more new items than we have in months, Mike's project deadline got pushed (meaning continued long hours), school let out for summer, and a few other significant factors mean I am entering July determined to reign in our spending and let go the feeling that I need to be present online. (I feel as if I say this often, but somehow summer really is allowing me to ditch the computer in exchange for sprinkler time and popsicles with my kids. And the stars...it had been awhile since I shut down the power at night and sat on the deck and just looked up. I did that the other night. It made all my anxiousness dissipate.)
So another step ahead, this month, barefoot, with sand between my toes.
a step toward balance:
January: I created a schedule. It has morphed a few times now, but July is the first month I can say that I am functioning more on rhythm and less on schedule. A few months ago I was a schedule girl. There have been a couple of instances when I have had to remind myself of my
summer manifesto plan to set "ish" times, but mostly, that is working out dreamily.
February: I cut back on my daytime computer use. Soon after I realized
I needed to step back more in the evenings as well. I was still online a reasonable amount, although this blog did see a drop in readership, both in page hits and followers. (I actually lose followers regularly. Thinking I should remove that little widget!) Well the very fact that I noticed that struck me as rather pathetic, so I am pleased that the advent of summer (and probably more importantly, my own personal growth), have me feeling much more blase' about blogging and far more interested in living life fully. So I am.
March: I focused on our family's diet and nutrition. Another area we slipped away from in June. July I plan to be back at it. In fact, in July, I am challenging myself to eat down our food stockpile, eat from the garden, and only then buy more food.
April: My goal was to get back to exercising. I was successful with this through May, but June has been a challenge. I had decided to continue focusing on sleep and exercise time slipped away. I really wish there were more than 24 hours in a day and that I didn't have to spend any of them cleaning! When I get my sleep on track, I will be back at this. Although it sounds very "program" (it is), I have been very successful with Body for Life in the past and I would like to resume it.
May: My goal was sleep. I am doing better with this, but our kids continue to have a hard time with bedtime the past two months, and their sleep affects mine. We all seem to be sleeping better through the night, but I really do need "me" time after they go to sleep.
June: I extended my sleep and exercise goals into the month of June and this might be the first month I did not succeed as well as I would have liked with my monthly goal.
July: I wish I could step forward to something new after a pause and repeat in June, but I need to continue focusing on sleep, then add exercise back into my mornings. I also want to eat down our food stockpile (as mentioned above) before shopping more.
One step at a time, even if I trip, right?
A lovely group of women have joined with steps of their own towards balance and flow. We've had several more people join us the past couple months and there are some amazing women out there working on goals of their own with input and encouragement to share. I urge you to click through and see how they are all doing and if you care to join, just let me know so I can link to you, then grab a button so you can link back.
Redwood shadowsI am choosing a word to focus on this month, as well. My word is:
Relax.
April's Month in Review detailed our monthly goals leading up to the Earth Day finale of
One Small Change. Mike and I have already agreed we plan to continue making changes.
We clipped our chickens' wings. We have a small yard, want them to free range as much as possible, but don't want them to escape. To clip, cut about 2 inches from the tip of the feathers of one wing (not both). This causes the birds to fly unevenly, so they can't get height to fly out of a yard or large coop.
received/acquired used:
- 2 embroidered daisy prints, a pile of vintage linens, doilies, 5 aprons, 3 old cameras, a card catalog, 2 rag rugs, and other assorted vintage goodies, all from my maternal family, gifted from my parents. Thank you, mom and dad!
received/acquired new:
This has been a heavy month of new. I don't know why. As noted below, it has been a heavy month on groceries, too. Again, I don't know why. Transition? Fatigue? Everything needing replacing/DIY at once? All of them? All I know is that we need to reign in spending again.
- 2 kids camelback backpacks. Thanks, Nonno and Grandma!
- shirt for Mike. Thanks, Annie!
- Dremel Tool for Mike's father's day gift
- Waterproof mattress pad
- Band saw blade
- Toaster
- Chicken feeder and waterer
- School uniform (Bella's school is switching to uniforms with the school logo this year, so everyone has to buy new. I am already volunteering for a used uniform buy/sell/trade next year!)
Greens and homemade bread, with grapes, brie, and grilled eggplant.groceries: 696.13.This is embarrassingly and frustratingly over budget. (By about $300!)